MDR12 schreef op 27 april 2019:
For years now loneliness have been my constant companion.
She have stuck to my side more faithful than my previous loved one.
I want her to go, but she will not forsake me.
She says; "If I leave... you won't be free."
"There will always be someone nagging you."
"Trying to control your life, telling you what to do."
"Do you want to go through that again?"
"Getting your heart crushed by someone who said they love you, who said they are your friend?"
Her words sends shivers running down my spine.
And for awhile I believe her words and think, yeah being alone is the best, I'll be fine.
But as I travel through life alone, I feel a growing need in me.
Growing stronger than the need to be free.
Because I remember the warmth of love, someone who actually likes you and care.
Someone who travel through life beside you, with kisses, hugs and things to share.
Someone you can trust, who's got your back in every situation.
Someone who you can fully love and depend on.
What the future will bring, I do not know.
But loneliness.... I will have to let you go.